just a thought.

since two negative make a positive,
why dont two wrongs make a right?

quote unquote

"We all die.

The goal is not to live forever,
the goal is to create something that will."
--Chuck Palahniuk

damn "simultaneous feedback"

i just took my intro to communications final & boy am i upset.
i missed a freaking question that i KNEW yet when i get to that question my mind goes blank.
i cant remember shit.
i sit there & stare at the paper for at least 10 minutes in hopes that if i stare at it enough it'll come back to me.
i end up being the last motherfucker in the class so i say fuck it.
soon as i leave, i pull out my notes & the answer was so effing obvious!
im mad as hell i missed it cuz i knew that shit inside out.

the question:
what are the two main differences between face to face and mediated communication?

answer that stumped me:
simultaneous feedback & lack of social roles

two meesly words. **blank stare**
damn that "simultaneous feedback"

said & done.

its about that time.
my finals begin tomorrow & im feeling good.
the only one im worried about is psychology. i should do pretty well on everything else as long as i hit the books & bring out the notes.
the only thing im stressing is making a 3.0 gpa. if i make & keep that then i can be in the honor society. not only does that look great on a transcript but then i would get more money for school.
thats what im really worried about. private school is expensive & im uber terrified at the thought of not being able to complete my education.
ima keep my fingers crossed & review like something serious.
so nighty night babies. i wanna be well rested for tomorrow.

ps:
i know some of yall have finals to worry about as well (Aliyah, Trey, LaiParis) so good luck yall.
study hard!

apples to apples.

note to self:

there should be no comparisons.
we shouldnt judge people or assume they're gonna do something solely because it has happened to us before.
it may be a similar situation (???) or it could be completely different.

stop being biased & tryna stay in control of every situation.

let shit fall into place.

granted, it sucks to get hurt.
..to be lied to
...to get cheated on
..to have been used & abused
.....to be unnapreciated.....................................................................but thats life.

its not all flowers and rainbows and butterflies.
its pain. sadness. tears. its life.
& you're never gonna have a completly happy life unless you learn to treat people as they show you they deserve to be treated.
'he' isint 'him'.

despite popular belief, you cant compare apples to apples sweetie.

flight school.

baggage like im tripping...

i am so emotionally imbalanced.
i should come w. a fucking caution sign or something.

& i heard em say

it was dope.

Video Mayhem II took place last night and im hearing good stuff.
i feel like we could have went in harder as performers and all but hey, im my worst critic. i am super duper proud of myself though because i stayed in character for every single scene. "Marie" left the building as soon as the lights came on for "black shades" & didnt come back until after "feel it".
from what i've heard, i rocked it.

unfortunately, everything didnt run smoothly (people missed their scenes, had to strip & get dressed in the wings, lost my belt, got make-up on an outfit, stubbed my toe, tripped...) but i had a great time. wish i could do it all over again.

i can honestly say that the long nights/mornings & sometime full days spent rehearsing these scenes repeatedly,
the stress,
the tears,
the anger,
the frustration,
all of those things were worth it.
i cant wait until Chicago! **begins counting down until May**


p.s: my sister supposedly took lots of pics & whatnot so i'll peep em when i get home later (was too tired to do it last night) & i'll see if they're blog-worthy.
laters sweetums.