& i heard em say

it was dope.

Video Mayhem II took place last night and im hearing good stuff.
i feel like we could have went in harder as performers and all but hey, im my worst critic. i am super duper proud of myself though because i stayed in character for every single scene. "Marie" left the building as soon as the lights came on for "black shades" & didnt come back until after "feel it".
from what i've heard, i rocked it.

unfortunately, everything didnt run smoothly (people missed their scenes, had to strip & get dressed in the wings, lost my belt, got make-up on an outfit, stubbed my toe, tripped...) but i had a great time. wish i could do it all over again.

i can honestly say that the long nights/mornings & sometime full days spent rehearsing these scenes repeatedly,
the stress,
the tears,
the anger,
the frustration,
all of those things were worth it.
i cant wait until Chicago! **begins counting down until May**


p.s: my sister supposedly took lots of pics & whatnot so i'll peep em when i get home later (was too tired to do it last night) & i'll see if they're blog-worthy.
laters sweetums.