passion intensified.

think BIG.
fuck dreaming
you cant get anything constructive done w. your eyes closed.

if you dont have an idea where you wanna be ten, or even five years down the road, i highly suggest you begin to ponder that.

i attended this event the other day where we had a panel of experts in the public relations field give us tips & insight about the field.
i loved it. i gained so much knowledge, i honestly feel like i can take on the world after that.
i want yall to feel the same thing.
find your niche. find something you're passionate about & pursue it!
make shit happen.

xoxo sweeties.

w.i.a.t.e

i love women who are productive.
women who make a name for themselves.
who shatter the mold & yell "FUCK THE STATUS QUO" every time the moment presents itself
i am motivated by women taking control.

so i have decided that every so often i will post a W(oman) I A(spire) T(o) E(mulate) post.
there are o so many fabulous women who i look up to & respect because of the work that they put in.
because of their persistance.
their drive to succeed
their refusing to take "no" as an answer.

i love the fabulosity & i deem it necessary to pass it along.
stay tuned

ma vie en noir et blanc

1st things 1st:
id like to apologize to yall for not posting recently. i have been so busy. i barely have time to sleep. & for those of yall who's blog i follow, i'll leave comments when i get a chance. i havent forsaken yall.

now that thats outta the way..lemme tell yall what i've been up to:

school:
is amazing. i LOVE college. my classes can be demanding---not due to the difficulty of the courses but pertaining to content---but im loving the experience. i still hate the commute, simply because i have to deal with dumb asses who shouldnt be behind the wheel & cuz its so difficult to find parking. im still trying to convince moms & dad to let me stay on campus for at least the 2nd semester but, thats probably not gonna happen unless i can come up with the 5 odd stacks for room & board. we'll see. im still optimistic.

work:
i finally got work study, so i work at school. the hours i can work are limited but the pay isint bad so im not tripping. plus when i get home i actually have time to do my homework. im about to quit my other job though. i havent worked there in 3 weeks. its time i make it official. i love my work study job though. its nothing difficult but im learning a nice little bit. its wack that it only pays once a month but its one big bulk paycheck soooo, im not tripping too hard about that. & im working in the department im majoring in. (if yall didnt know yet my major is Public Relations) plus my boss is awesomeness. shes super chill & super goofy. loves her. =)

personal:
my personal life is kinda coocky right now. college is like the place where all the hot guys & girls come together. the popular of the popular, the nerds of all nerds. everyone is the extreme version of themselves. its a beautiful thing but it can be overwhelming. as far as the dating scene goes. its mass confusion. just because you mess around with someone a couple times doesnt make yall anything. just because a guy looks at you twice doesnt mean he wants a relationship. the rules arent the same as high school. im just feeling my way around & seeing what happens.

outside of school:
im doing big things. im unofficially a part of O.I. Models (thay're suppposed to be making another cut). its based off my campus & they do major fashion shows & this year they're doing like a mini college tour ..screams.. its amazing. I love modeling. It just feels so right when im stomping down that runway. All eyes on me. I own it. Plus the dancing scenes are amazing. Its definitely not all glamorous. I leave practice & my body is aching, my feet hurt & are blistered, my toes hurt like hell (i practice in 4-5 inch closed toed heels & pumps. not smart i know but. o well). I faced rejection the first time this last Tuesday. I had a casting & i didnt get the job. I think its cuz i wasnt tall enough because the designer did say she was looking for tall amazon type women, but i think im still gonna work the show. I might be a correspondent for them. The show is this upcoming Wednesday on South Beach. Show love. I believe the designers are C.L.O.A.K

so as yall can see, i have a good excuse for not keeping up with my blog world like i used to. ima get on that tho. i miss blogging.
thanks to those who follow me one time.
xoxo babes

all i needed

i asked moms what she thought about me getting like her & becoming a home health aid while im in school. she was kinda like its not the best move for me & whatnot & then she went into how i dont listen & i should have taken nursing classes while in high school last year.

shit pissed me off cuz its like why the hell would i take nursing if im not interested in pursuing that field? i wanted to do the massage therapy thing while taking university classes cuz my schedule will be more flexible but thats just not working out right now.

another thing that really got to me is that i didnt ask her for all that. i asked a simple question & she took it to a whole other level where it didnt need to go

...all i needed was her support.

but with or without it, if i can make this home health aid thing work, ima do it