ma vie en noir et blanc

1st things 1st:
id like to apologize to yall for not posting recently. i have been so busy. i barely have time to sleep. & for those of yall who's blog i follow, i'll leave comments when i get a chance. i havent forsaken yall.

now that thats outta the way..lemme tell yall what i've been up to:

school:
is amazing. i LOVE college. my classes can be demanding---not due to the difficulty of the courses but pertaining to content---but im loving the experience. i still hate the commute, simply because i have to deal with dumb asses who shouldnt be behind the wheel & cuz its so difficult to find parking. im still trying to convince moms & dad to let me stay on campus for at least the 2nd semester but, thats probably not gonna happen unless i can come up with the 5 odd stacks for room & board. we'll see. im still optimistic.

work:
i finally got work study, so i work at school. the hours i can work are limited but the pay isint bad so im not tripping. plus when i get home i actually have time to do my homework. im about to quit my other job though. i havent worked there in 3 weeks. its time i make it official. i love my work study job though. its nothing difficult but im learning a nice little bit. its wack that it only pays once a month but its one big bulk paycheck soooo, im not tripping too hard about that. & im working in the department im majoring in. (if yall didnt know yet my major is Public Relations) plus my boss is awesomeness. shes super chill & super goofy. loves her. =)

personal:
my personal life is kinda coocky right now. college is like the place where all the hot guys & girls come together. the popular of the popular, the nerds of all nerds. everyone is the extreme version of themselves. its a beautiful thing but it can be overwhelming. as far as the dating scene goes. its mass confusion. just because you mess around with someone a couple times doesnt make yall anything. just because a guy looks at you twice doesnt mean he wants a relationship. the rules arent the same as high school. im just feeling my way around & seeing what happens.

outside of school:
im doing big things. im unofficially a part of O.I. Models (thay're suppposed to be making another cut). its based off my campus & they do major fashion shows & this year they're doing like a mini college tour ..screams.. its amazing. I love modeling. It just feels so right when im stomping down that runway. All eyes on me. I own it. Plus the dancing scenes are amazing. Its definitely not all glamorous. I leave practice & my body is aching, my feet hurt & are blistered, my toes hurt like hell (i practice in 4-5 inch closed toed heels & pumps. not smart i know but. o well). I faced rejection the first time this last Tuesday. I had a casting & i didnt get the job. I think its cuz i wasnt tall enough because the designer did say she was looking for tall amazon type women, but i think im still gonna work the show. I might be a correspondent for them. The show is this upcoming Wednesday on South Beach. Show love. I believe the designers are C.L.O.A.K

so as yall can see, i have a good excuse for not keeping up with my blog world like i used to. ima get on that tho. i miss blogging.
thanks to those who follow me one time.
xoxo babes

why the fuck..

..are some folks allowed to drive??

like seriously. i commute to & from school & its like folks, especially Miami people (no disrespect), cant drive for shit.
they signal when they're not supposed to. they dont signal when they need to. they make random abrupt stops. they dont care how close your car is to theirs, they will straight switch lanes w/o looking....

now im not a perfect driver. i have been guilty of some the above mentioned things but that was when i first began driving & getting a feel for the road. i know yall prolly thinking "well. maybe theyre new drivers too..". um. i go to school 6 days a week. i doubt every single person who drives like a wacko, is brand new to the driving thing. somehow i highly doubt that.

&& these mugs will be driving so slow for no reason. this one dude was doing like 30 in a 45. i switch lanes & pass him & there is absolutley NO CAR IN FRONT OF HIM FOR THE NEXT TWO LIGHTS! like wtf dude?! what are you doing??

this other time we were in a school zone & the limit is 15. this man was doing like 5. no lie cuz i was stuck behind him looking perplexed as hell like "what is going on? why doesnt it feel like im going anywhere? i know 15 mph isint this slow. i look at my joint & shit reads 2. im like are you serious?? (blank stare)

ima just need yall to get it together please cuz i have major road rage & i will let you know if you fucking up.

**lightbulb**there was this commercial on the radio the other day about what folks were gonna pledge to do in order to be safer drivers soooooo ima follow suit.

(clears throat)
i pledge: to only text at red lights.
yea yea yea. texting & driving is against the law, i know. but sometimes that msg cant wait....dont judge me (serious face)..lol